Just in limbo. My self and my husband can't have kids without icis and my husband has a low count and now they are immobile. So after a round of ivf in may we are in limbo. 2 friends has recently fallen pregnant through icis and I'm so happy for them. But the waiting for us is so hard. I can't stop crying. I did not allow myself time to heal the first time and now it's catching up with me. Hate myself for being so weak.