Hi guys, so it's been 2 and a half weeks since I had to have my left fallopian tube removed due to an ectopic pregnancy, they didn't know that it had ruptured until they operated as I was in no pain.
My stiches have finally dropped off but I'm devastated by the scars left behind because of what they mean. My OH doesn't understand at all, he had to have his gall bladder removed at the beginning of the year and jokes with me that we have "matching scars" now. I tell him I hate them because of what they represent but he just brushes it off.
I have an appointment next week with a consultant at a fertility clinic as previous to this ectopic pregnancy we had been trying for over 2 and a half years to conceive.
I'm really struggling to want to be intamte with my oh again, I've told him I'm scared incase it happens again to which he replies well if it does it does. Docs also recommend not to try again for a couple of months so that's also on my mind.
I just currently have no drive to be intimate atm and he doesn't understand that, thinking it's something to do with him and it's not, it's just me but he feels like I'm pushing him away but I'm not meaning to.
Just a bit stuck atm.