So after our very quick trip to Spain yesterday we have the results of the sperm analysis & it's pretty poor. We've spent an absolute fortune on supplements & had 4 years of heartbreak & it all just seems to get worse not better. I officially give up with trying naturally, there's absolutely no point whatsoever.
The clinic have frozen the sample & apparently the thaw test went well so maybe they'll be able to find enough sperm in a good enough condition to fertilise some eggs when we start our DE round. There's a part of me that doesn't want to spend any more money on treatment though as I'm not convinced it's ever going to work.
Not looking forward to sharing the results with hubby when he gets home tonight, going to pretend I don't have them until then as I don't want to ruin his day. I suspect he'll be having a number of drinks with the boys tonight.
This is all so sh*t!
Well, at least we can both go & get drunk this weekend, safe in the knowledge that there's sweet FA either of us can do now, my eggs are too few & clearly not good enough (hence the need for DEs) so there's no point in me trying to improve the quality anymore & his SA just keeps getting worse!
Sorry for the slightly depressing, self-loathing post. 😢