Just wanted to update you. Unfortunately as I had the feeling it was a no for me. I suspected from all the bleeding I have. Oh well it's not meant to be this time, but I will brush myself off and have some timeout to heal and pick myself up and start again. We will definitely try again but not till next year. For now . I am going to poor myself a large G and T as I bloody well deserve it and stuff myself with naughty treats! There's nothing I could or would have done differently, I did everything I could do I'm not going to have a pity party. It's time to look forward!
I wasn't sure what to expect with This journey as it was my first ivf and it's been tough. But I've realised how strong I am and how I'm not the only one suffering alone. I just want to say how commendable, brave strong all you women are who are going through this. If it wasn't for this network I really don't know where I could have turned to. I'm going to close my account for now but I will be back. I wish you all the best you truly do deserve it. Please don't give up hope, you can do this and you will get there,it might be a long tough journey but keep going strong 💪🏽 I salute you all. All the best! Love and light xxx
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Thank you Hun, I'll l be ok, I won't let this defeat me! I will be back and hopefully with a better outcome. Thank you for your support and best of luck to you xx
So sorry to here this hun it's so cruel. It will happen hun. have a nice GnT pamper yourself and come back when your ready we'll all, be here for you. Big hugs 🤗😘😘
Thank Hun, his was my first round of free ivf so whilst I'm greatful im also gutted as 5k is a lot of money not knowing if it will work again or not, this will be my 3rd year if trying, I've also tried 3 IUIs which also failed and naturally as well. We will find out at the consultation what we can try differently and I think I'm gonna go for the end scratch and anything else what might help too. I kinda see this just as a testing point and round 2 we will have a better chance. I hope you try again too, don't give up just yet , it will happen for you xx
Thanks chic, I has my few days of crying and sulking and got it out my system and I'll probably have a few more days in the future but it's only natural, I want dwell on it tho. I know it will happen, just a matter of when. I saw you had the endo scratch and it's something I'm thinking of doing for my next round. Did you find it made a massive difference? Xx
I honestly don't know, all I can tell you is the first round I didn't and we got a bfn but the next two rounds I did and both were bfps... coincidence? Or something to it? It's supposed to have shown to be beneficial in studies done so far... Good luck xx
So sorry to hear that Veekay. Was hoping you'd have a different result. You are one super strong lady! I felt devastated and heart broken after mine. I'm sure you are more than entitled to a pity party as well as a very large g and t, cakes, sweets and anything else that you've not been able to eat or drink. It's so bloody unfair and so hard to deal with. Be kind to yourself and each other. You did do all you could. If it doesn't work for us this coming time we will take time out til next year too. It's too much to keep going through it. That said I did find it helped me to heal when we had our follow up and a new plan. Sending you very big hugs, love, strength and hope for next time xxxx
Thanks Hun, oh I did have a good cry, the first few days I bled I knows it was over and I sulked and allowed myself to cry, I feel a lot better for it . I'm looking forward to my consultation and moving forward with my plan, hopefully round 2 will be a positive. Thank you for your support and good luck on your journey xx
Im really sorry veekay such a difficult thing to go through, it's not an easy journey to be apart of, I admire your strength and positive attitude. Take all the time you need to process everything that's happened and come back when you're ready. 😊 all the best xx
awww Mrs💔 I'm gutted for you and OH, so unfair and truly crap. keep strong and do not lose your positive attitude, you will get your baby, don't give up but take time to let loose (aaaaalllllll the food and drink) thinking if you 😙😙😙😙
Ahhh so sorry for your loss...but your attitude is to die for! You go girl!!! Trust me I was low to many times but positive thinking, dusting off and trying again meant determination and persistence and trust me that is all you need. Only share with people who support your determination. With that attitude you are bound to get a bfp in the near future and a bfp that will be here to stay!!! Good luck and enjoy your break for only a little while. 😘💋👍🏽
Aww sorry to hear this, but your post is full of positivity and that definitely helps with this whole journey. Enjoy all the naughty treats, life is for living. Hope you keep your positivity in the coming weeks and months and fingers crossed it works for you next time xx
So sorry to hear that. First IVF experience really is tough in all respects. Good idea to allow yourself healing time and be kind to yourself. Big hugs xxx
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Thinking of you. Xxx
BFN - feel hopeless 
OTD - BFN as suspected 
Love to everyone on here ❤️
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