I've been through the mill the last four years - I had a miscarriage, then was diagnosed with endometriosis. I had two laporoscopies in the following two years. I've tried IVF and nothing has worked. Honestly I feel depressed a lot of the time, a low level depression but a lot of the joy has gone from my life. Nature was cruel in that after I miscarried I was very depressed and then had an overwhelming need to have a baby. It's so much stronger than before the miscarriage. I feel angry, lethargic, overwhelmed and really sad in waves. Honestly I'm getting tired of feeling this way, it's hard for my husband to see too.