Hi guys. I got a letter through from my clinic last week encouraging me to call them on the first day of my next period - potentially the end of this month if they have room for me, or the end of next if they don't. I'm not even sure if I'm ready or not to go through this again, but I feel like my life is on hold indefinitely, I just feel like I need to get through this now and not wait anymore. I am so tired of waiting.
I've got an appointment tomorrow morning to talk to them about the failed cycle, and I have absolutely no idea why I made this appointment - it just felt like the thing to do! I don't know what to ask, what do I ask?
I was at a party at the weekend and I got the dreaded "So, are kids on the cards for you anytime soon?" Urgh. I ended up just being so shocked that someone had asked me, that I just told them I was going through IVF just now. Someone I barely know!
Things are hard just now, and I'm having a really difficult time trying to be positive. I don't feel positive at all.