Hi all! Hope everyone is good well 
So i had my nurse appointment today and I'm ready to start my second ivf cycle next month! They have changed my stimming injections and also want me to have lubion injections after transfer (if all goes well!) Has anyone had these? Wishing you all the best xxxxx
Good luck with your 2nd cycle 🍀🍀🍀 xx
Thank you hun! I feel different this cycle, not that I'm.not bothered but i don't have excitement i had before. Maybe because this is my 4th fertility treatment! Xxx
I feel all sorts one moment I'm excited, next I'm so negative, then scared then happy, it drives me mad, I get my date hopefully on 27th when I get my result back to make sure I'm amune to rubella as I had to be re vaccinated as previous results said I was then wasn't very strange xx
Aww is this your first cycle? Don't worry too much if it is Hun because the injections don't hurt as much as you think xxx
No it be my 2nd cycle, my first was unsuccessful, think my body is use to all the needles now the amount of tests I've had to re do, lol. I feel more happier the 2nd time round but it's all the waiting for the date that is driving me made. It's a yo-yo of emotions 🤣 xx
I feel exactly like you! Because we have been through this so many times i don't feel like anthing is new. Last time i kept a keepsake book with pictures from transfer etc to make the journey special but i don't even feel like doing that now. Xx
I've got a box this time and a ivf journal I got from Etsy.
I'm praying it work this time as I don't think I could physically but myself though all the pain again, it's crap isn't it this journey of life with ivf, xx
I brought that book from esty! It was fun filling it out but i don't want to allow myself to get excited for this journey as i will only be disappointed if it dosent work! I know i should be positive but this is my 4th treatment! Just don't have no excitement left xxx
Well I'm wishing you lots and lots of luck and hopefully this is both are turns to get the bfp we've always dreamed off, It's a lovely book isn't it I've filled out little bit I could already, I did it to be positive so that I could share it with them (if it worked) when they are older to understand, so I'm trying to make myself more positive but it's hard, the more time without knowing when I start doesn't help much either,
Xx 🍀🍀🍀 xx
Good luck darling, this cycle sounds a lot more tailored to your needs and I remember my consultant saying that the first round of ivf is often a trial run and sometimes works for those who are lucky but often they need the learnings from that to tailor treatment more bespokly for the 2nd one. I am wishing you all the luck in the world with this cycle honey. You deserve it x x x
Thanks so much Anna! How nice to hear from you, i hope you have been ok. I am just going into this cycle fresh and not going to overthink anything! (Well at least try not to lol) xxxx
So much luck Hun, I'm also starting in April, our 3rd fresh, 4th overall. Let's hope it's our time xx
Awww we will be cycle buddies again Hun!! Hope this is our time!! 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊 Remember less stress and more laughter xxxx
Yay 😊 I definitely feel more relaxed this time (we'll see how long that lasts!!) I've enjoyed life in between cycles and have actually had moments where life has been like it was before all the trauma of infertility & treatment. There's still that deep longing though but I am going to try to chill a bit more, so much of it is out of our hands so we may as well try! 🙏🏻 Xx
Awww i know how you feel, my husband and I were talking the other day about how much we have experienced together and if we had a baby we wouldn't have had the chance to go on holidays like we have etc. Have to try and find some positivity in all of this
Definitely, we're the same, we always have fun together and are lucky to have had some great experiences..definitely not too shabby! I have friends who got married, had babies etc really quick and are often quite honest that all they have to talk about is them. I want to be a mum more than anything but I'd hate that too happen 😳 Xx
I know how you feel Hun, my sister at the moment is openly talking about how she wants to try for a baby this year so she's pregnant next year! I feel like she's being a bit insensitive as it's not easy for everyone just to try when they want around their schedules! In the same conversation she was asking me how my ivf is going, i don't feel like i can talk to her anymore about what's going on in my life! X
Good luck with this cycle xxx
Cycle 2- bfn 
Ivf cycle 2
Cycle cancelled - poor responder -_-
