In need of some love ❤️

Hello all. I am writing to you half conscious from my hospital bed. I was admitted with severe pain on Monday. Very confused as baby passed completely on Saturday.

Turns out my left ureter is completely blocked now as my endo has grown. Just about got my pain under control. I'm so tired but can't sleep coz so drowsy from the drugs.

I potentially face surgery today so just asking for you all to keep me in your thoughts x

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  • Thinking of you - big hugs xxx 💖

  • Praying all goes well for you today xxx

  • Oh Hells, so sorry you're having to go through this on top of your so recent loss. Be kind to yourself. Thinking of you today, hope the surgery goes well. Xx

  • Oh no, so sorry you're going through this on top of everything that's happened. Thinking of you today and hope surgery goes well. Sending lots of love xxxx

  • Oh Hun how awful for you, I have absolutely everything crossed for you today and the coming days xxxx

  • Thinking of you xxxx

  • Right HUGE hug being sent..wait it get it???? I am so thinking of you today and sending huge amounts of love with that hug..please keep chatting on here and pm any time xxxxxxx

  • Oh god, you're having a real bad time of things! I really feel for you, sending you a big hug and I hope you are feeling better soon.....thinking of you!xx

  • Oh Hun you got lots and lots of love coming from here!! ❤❤ And hugs, comfort and strength to get through this. I'm thinking of you!! xoxo

  • Don't be afraid...we are all thinking of you!! So sorry to hear that your health has taken a turn for the worse. I am sure you are in good, safe hands though.

    Hope the surgery goes to plan and that you get some answers. Sending lots of love xx

  • Omg so sorry. Sending you love and best wishes xx

  • Really sorry to read this. Keeping everything crossed all goes well today for you, sending lots of love xx

  • Sending big hugs to you hellsbells36 ))) I hope you'll be feeling better soon xxx

  • Big hugs 😘

  • Lots of love and hugs xx

  • Sending lots of love ❤️ x

  • So sorry to read this.... our thoughts and prays are with you during this difficult time.

  • Thank you all so much I really appreciate it. You really have no idea how much reading words of such comfort can be.

    Sadly I have to put my dream of a baby on hold for while. I know I am grieving for beautiful baby and in a strange sort of way I think she knew she couldn't stay because her mummy is poorly.

    I'm on a waiting list for my surgery but there are lots before me. I also have to restart my zoladex to calm everything down (hopefully). So definitely no babies yet.

    It is such a gorgeous day here and fortunately I have a room with a view!!

    I had a knee jerk reaction to leave this group last week after my miscarriage, but I am so pleased I didn't coz you're all amazing people 😘

  • Hi hellsbells36. Obviously so sorry to hear about the blocked ureter after what you have already suffered. However, it's time to look after you and get you strong again. Hopefully the Zoladex will help you too, and it will give you a better chance of success next time. We're all sending you so much love, many gentle hugs and some sloppy kisses too! Thinking of you BIG! Diane xx

  • A silent but loud prayer for you with a massive big gentle squeeze xxx

  • Thinking of you xxx sending you a big hug and lots of love xxxxxx

  • Oh hon, so sorry to hear you're poorly on top of your recent loss. Sending huge hugs and positive thoughts for you to feel better soon xxxx

  • Oh you poor thing. I can't believe you have to go through this now as well. Stay strong, we are all holding you in our thoughts xx

  • Really sorry to hear this. What a lot you've been through. Thinking of you and hope that you feel better very soon. xx

  • Sorry to hear this. Sending big hugs xx

  • Aw I'm so sorry to read that you've had such a hard journey. I hope your surgery went well. Try not to plan too far into the future, just try and take each day one step at a time. Hope you make a full recovery and will soon be back on track xx

  • For some reason the site froze when I was trying to write a post on Wednesday.

    Seriously f#$k endo! You are a true warrior.

    Sounds like you have access to great medical support that picked up on this quickly.

    I hope the op went well and you are recovering nicely.

    You will get there in the end, true fighters always do x

  • Hi sorry for d late reply. You are a majestic endo warrior. No stopping u babes. I'm so so sorry about what's happened and what u r going through. I'm one of those gurls too. So understand what u r going through. Sending u leads of hugs

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