02/21 5:30 am. I woke up because of a nightmare. Our plane is falling. I can't breathe, my chest is broken and I see my heart's beating. The husband is laying near me.. .. all in blood and without legs. All in blood, I don't see other alive people. Gosh...
Then I realized it is just a dream, my love is sleeping near me. Everything is ok. But bad thought couldn't leave my head.
Tomorrow is our day and we will go to Ukraine( by plane) I'm scared, I didn't tell my husband... maybe it's a sign and we should stay home? I'm in despair..
I was waiting for this a half of my life and I don't want to loose my chance, our chance to be parents... but that dream..