One more chance

[Dreams1982]

We recently had our 2nd mc and now we have just one frozen embie left. We have a beautiful baby boy from our fresh cycle whose 2 years old. Right now I'm coming to terms with our loss but I know I want to try for the last time. I've a pretty big fibroid and I this is what I think is preventing my pregnancies progressing although I can't be 100% sure. It was there when I had my boy so I'm not sure what's changed to have prevented my other 2 pregnancies taking. Although I want to try again I'm also scared as that's our final opportunity as we couldn't afford to pay for a fresh cycle. It scares me that this could be it - please don't get me wrong I'm so extremely grateful for our son but still it's kinda so final. I just wanted to let it out with people who understand because those around me just don't and keep telling me to be grateful but I am grateful already for the wonderful gift we have but it doesn't stop my heart yearning for a sibling for him xx

[Hopefulholly]

I completely understand what you mean I have a son from ivf in 2015 and we could only afford to do 1 private cycle as we had nothing frozen! We have thrown everything at it but it’s worrying when you know it’s all or nothing ! My son is my universe but I would love him to have a sibling to grow up with !

Good luck for your attempt !

xXx

[Dreams1982 in reply to Hopefulholly]

Thank you hun xx

[Datak]

I'm in a really similar boat. Have my beautiful daughter from my previous treatment and my heart is truly full of her. I am currently on 2ww though of a fet cycle with a frozen embie and stupidly tested early today and got bfn. Thought I'd be o.k. with it but really am not. Have one frostie left but the idea of the finality and tbh the idea of doing this again fill me with so much sadness. Just wanted her to have a sibling and to experience it one more time.

Good luck honey which ever way things go xxxx

[Dreams1982 in reply to Datak]

Oh that's just how I feel x I thought it might have been easier after the second mc but it really wasn't xx don't rule it out just yet with this little frostie it might just be too early xx wishing you lots of luck sweet xx

[Datak in reply to Dreams1982]

Thank you lovely xx Can only hope and keep my eye on the joy where i can xx take care of yourself, it's all so very hard xx