So we are just waiting to start our IVF journey. We have been trying to conceive for 4 years and like all of you, we have been through that many ups and downs you feel prepared for it. Tonight out of nowhere I feel incredibly sad that we are in this position and can't help but question why us. I have no idea where this has come from, especially when just a few days ago I was feeling positive about finally being ready to start the IVF. Has anybody else felt like this so late in the day?