One of those horrible damn days. Where I hate the world, and everyone in it
How do I cope anymore? How do I continue to get up each day, with feeling like my life has no purpose.
I'm 26, and ive been trying to conceive with my husband for over 6 years... Miscarrying when I was 16, it never happened again... Time went on, and from not knowing I put on weight due to severe depression from infertility. Then it was another catch 22. Cos now I was overweight and couldn't get help, but eating comforted me.
Anyway I went for investigations regardless... found out I had PCOS.... and have periods very irregularly.
Ive since been trying to lose weight the last 3 weeks, and have lost 8lbs.... far off my 7 stone loss I need to receive treatment
I just feel defeated.