After almost 7 years trying with just one natural chemical, two failed transfers and two frosties waiting for me, i need a pep talk.
My fet is scheduled for around start of December but we've faced so many delays and issues this year I just feel defeated - from covid to chemical and consultant leave and clinic mess ups. We've only managed one collection and one transfer this year and my age (41) is constantly on my mind.
What's gonna be different next time? How and why would it work? I just don't get it. I can't see how I will get lucky. It all feels like a big waste of time and I'm kidding myself. Like I do every month when I convince myself that ive felt a bit different - but it's never different. It's always the same story.
Can someone who relates to trying for so long and not having much to pin hope on please give me a kick up the backside and tell me your positive story.
Love to you all xx
Defeated joey xx