It's the early hours of the morning and I've woken up and am bleeding quite a bit now. I had FET and test day is Monday. I started spotting on Wednesday but everything was very light and pink and barely noticeable but I've woken up with cramps and bleeding. I will still do the test Monday but I'm totally gutted- I can't get back to sleep and am so upset. It's our 4th go and I miscarried on the 3rd go so I was really hoping that we were getting somewhere and that this was our chance. I just don't know what to do with myself- the thought of having to go through everything again (we would need a fresh round) and not to mention the cost- I'm literally devastated. 2months after I miscarried my best friend fell pregnant so I will have the constant reminder that ours would have been 2 months older than hers. I was then so determined for this round to work but I think that's not to be. Every time I try to close my eyes to go sleep I can't think of anything else other than all of this. Hate that my husband hasn't got a child because of me it's just awful. I just feel that I'm doing everything that I can and don't know what else to do. I've kind of had enough tonight that's for sure.