After all the issues i have had. It was Egg Transfer day this morning.
All ready for transfer, the embryo thankfully survived.
In the operating theater room, the instrument is inserted which is used for smears, a few moments later the Dr get's up from his chair and knocks on the door of the embryologists. She comes out, and i can hear the Dr asking her to take a look at something.
Then the Dr in an alarmed/concerned voice ask's "when did you last have your smear test"? Right there, in that moment my mind went blank. He asked "6 months, 1 year"?. I replied "i think a year maybe 2, but i do know, i am up to date with them, as whenever i receive a letter i get them done".
He replied, "because you have a growth on your womb, we dont know what it is, it could be cancer, but it may not be, but you dont really want to be transferring an embryo in there right now, as we do not know what this growth is. However, if you want us to, we can do so"?
I was lying there and could not believe what i was hearing. We took the decision to freeze our embryo.
But the mere fact, should our clinic over 8 months ago when we started on this journey not have done a smear in the first place? It is a 2 minute job! Just to make sure everything is ok? You get poked in every way possible, whats an extra smear going to do?
I am feeling so depressed right now! I feel like, you know what just pack it in right now.
The Dr said it could be 3 months now by the time we get to this stage again Egg transfer.
Dont know why that long, but will need to call our clinic Monday, then get the ball rolling again for this growth!
Just so deflated!
I could have had an embryo in me right now! But i guess it just wasn't to be.
Just cannot believe it, you have yourself all ready, and then it doesn't go ahead.