It's been a while since I've been here, we stopped our treatment after failed IVF this last summer and we've been trying to move on since then. I had a miscarriage in March and admittedly this hasn't helped with the process, just reminded me that I can't make it past 12 weeks. I have been doing okay the last few months but today the grief is overwhelming; like a body blow. A friend is due any time soon and we were doing well with this not affecting me but today another friend has announced she is pregnant with her second. All the summer holiday and back to school photos shared just seem to compound the fact most friends have had 2 or 3 children in less time than that in which I have failed to have one. I feel so sad today I can barely concentrate on anything, I am back where I was at the end of our treatment journey. Does the grief ever pass or does it cripple you forever?