Test day is tomorrow and I'm feeling so anxious!!! I've started to get period type pains as a heavy feeling as if I'm about to come on. Today would be Day 1 of a new cycle but I've been told I won't be able to have a period due to the meds. I'm trying to ignore the pains and general sick feeling of failure that keep bubbling up.
We are going to do a HPT tomorrow.
This is our 3rd of IVF and our only FET we got from round 3. I just don't know how many more times we can keep going through this, we are paying privately so it's killing us!! Let alone the emotional and physical toll it takes. I'm trying to be strong and upbeat but my anxiety is off the chart!!
I started researching clinics aboard and donor eggs last night as I'm starting to panic about the what if and what's next. I feel like I know it hasn't worked.
Thinking of all you ladies going through such turmoil, 😘 Xxx