I discovered last week when we went in for my 7 week scan that it was a blighted ovum, a perfectly formed placenta but no embryo. What we thought was going to be our first time hearing our baby's heart beat ended in heart break, we were not prepared for this outcome at all as my HCG levels were exceptionally high.
I've spent the last week still experiencing morning sickness which is horrible especially knowing the outcome of the situation. Tomorrow morning (AU time) I will be going in for the D&C which will be good for closure but also difficult.
I've always been the tough and stoic one but this pain and heart break I'm feeling is at a completely different level. I'm sorry for this soppy post but on here I can be completely raw and honest and know that unfortunately I am surrounded by women who know how I am feeling.