I'm driving myself out of my tiny mind. They couldn't fit me in at 12 weeks so I'll be 13 weeks tomorrow and it's the scan day. Every time we've had a scan so far we've had bad news so I guess I'm just filled with this ominous feeling?
We already know they're going to confirm the loss of one of our twins but I'm so worried the other little one won't be doing as it should. Plus my husband and I let ourselves get a bit excited this week, talking about the baby and the future for the first time ever and it's always seemed whenever we do that, relax and start thinking it'll be ok, it all goes to rubbish again. So I'm plodding through the longest work day and trying not to go insane really don't know how I'll cope if tomorrow is more of the same. Just want one thing to go right I'm so tired of one drama after another
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Hi Kitty - sending lots of love for your scan tomorrow, I hope all goes well and you get much more positive news so you can start getting excited about your pregnancy x x x
Thank you. I hope so too it's been so much negativity for so long now, even outside of the IVF stuff we've had a hard time in our family in general the last few years so it's be nice to just have something good to focus on. Xxxx
Thank you. Me too I'm hoping we've had our share of heartache now but then again I also think hope is such a dangerous thing in the face of disappointment. Fingers crossed it's good news xxx
Fingers crossed for you, hope its all good news!! I very much know the feeling of being scared to hope and allow yourself to be happy.. so I'm sending you an extra portion of BD your way!! xoxo
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