Just needed to vent a bit really, it's really helped posting on here previously. Quick summary, GP suggested male factor infertility after 2 sperm analyses (very low motility and morphology) and after my bloods came back healthy. Infertility clinic ignored those and wanted to look at me further, just to assess I guess. So far all blood tests great, had an internal ultrasound and waiting on next AF to book a HSG. During the ultrasound the doctors were really pleased. Ovaries good size, great follicle count, and they showed me that my dominant follicle was right about to burst. I was due to ovulate any day! Decided to really try after seeing that! Something about knowing for definite that I was going to ovulate was really reassuring. But now 11 days later, BFN and all my usual pre-menstrual symptoms. I know deep down that we're just not going to conceive naturally, but for some reason I'm devastated with BFN number 500! (Exaggeration, but probably not far off!). I guess on the plus side once AF arrives I can have the HSG, I'm not looking forward to it but that's the last test they're asking me to do before "further discussion".
I'm so sorry for all the negativity, especially when reading through all the other journeys happening. Wishing you all the luck and success you all deserve. This community is so helpful xx