Back to work Monday after 3 weeks off due to medical miscarriage after losing at 8 weeks. I have my good days and bad days. Scared of going back to work incase they don't allow me to try again as they may be worried I will be off again if unsuccessful. We have a follow up consultation in a couple of weeks, me and my husband have decided to try again in November if we can and if we have the money as we are private. We don't want to wait until next year as I don't want to have bad memories of my 30th birthday in February and I don't want to spend my 2nd wedding anniversary in March like I did last March where I was in the middle of the 2ww of our first attempt therefore I was celebrating in limbo. Therefore I would have to wait until April next year which is too far away, which is why we have decided to attempt in November with the hope of having good news before Christmas.
We have started telling family and friends that we have miscarried now makes it feel more real. Some days I'm fine and others I want to curl up in a ball and shut the world out. Such a rollercoaster of emotions, hope you are all doing ok x x