Hello All.
I did have a previous account. (Piglet12)
But I really felt that I had to have a break from here and space to deal with another failed cycle. I think I was not properly over the miscarriage as the failed cycle brought Everything back up. However I'm doing ok ish. Still have a few wobbles and set backs. We have talked a bit about what me might do. But nothing set in stone. We are trying to enjoy life again. As the last two years full of stress and upset.
Lots of love.
Xx
Hi Piglet,
I had wondered how you were doing.
It's so difficult to cope with treatment and miscarriage is so cruel.
We're going to go for a 3rd round with donor eggs, looks like it'll be happening sooner than we thought.
Take care.
Hello. Thank you for replying. Wishing you all the luck in the world with the cycle. Take care. Xx
Thanks, I'm feeling rather excited about it!
Taking time out is very wise, we've had 4 months between our rounds of treatment and using donor eggs took some getting used to. I put off going to our new clinic for a month as I just didn't feel physically or emotionally strong enough. I still have wobbles but am feeling more positive than I have done for ages. So give yourselves time and don't put pressure on yourselves. If only I could follow my own advice!
Having been through multiple failed cycles and miscarriages, taking a break and a step back is very wise. I'd like to say it gets easier, but I don't think it does. It all hurts. Do whatever you think you need to do to recover. And take pleasure in the simple things. We're all here to support whatever decisions you make.
Hello Piglet,
It's so nice to hear an update from you! I'm glad to hear you're doing ok-ish and trying to make the most of life. I know it can't always be easy and difficult days are to be expected so make sure you give yourself credit for all the positive things you are doing.
Take care x
Welcome back 
You wouldn't be human if you didn't have wobbles and it didn't mean so much...
Just take each day as it comes and there's still a good bunch of us on here to chat to x
Welcome back lovely lady.....
Life's knocks and life's joys....
Be good to yourself whatever u decide it will be the right thing for you.
Xx
Hi Piglet123
I feel like I live on a roller coaster.The never ending up n downs, only it feels like mostly downs! In March after lots of blood tests and my gp telling me to stay positive we finally ended up at the fertility clinic where the specialist told us that I was probably going into my menopause at 38 yrs. 2 months later, a miracle and I was pregnant, 12 weeks later I miscarried. Now I just don't know what to do, it has all been so traumatic, certainly can't take any more bad news right now but I don't have time on my side. Anyway I just wanted to reach out, say hello and let you know that there are people out there who understand the pain you are going through. Take care of yourself and stay strong xxx
Hiya guys. Feels good to be back I'm work again.
Period after first failed cycle?
I'm back 😁🙋♀️
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