On last try.

So I have now started our last ever try at having a baby. And the mood swings and headaches have all ready started. They have given me stronger doses of drugs. I'm trying to stay calm and relaxed. But I just don't know how to handle this. Sorry for down post. Lots of love. Xx

[Hollibob]

Everything crossed that this is your time x

Have you got anything to listen to like zita west to relax you and are you going to have acupuncture?

[Hidden in reply to Hollibob]

Hello hollibob. Thank you. I don't but have a allotment which works just as well to relax me. Been in there most of the day today. And I don't like accupunture. Have tried. Xxx

[Hollibob in reply to Hidden]

At long as it's relaxing for you then that is what matters. You have already proved you are strong with your past events...wishing you all the luck x

[StillTTC]

You've been through so much, wishing you loads and loads of luck this time. I'd have to recommend the Zita West cd too. After 3 wk's of listening every evening I'm feeling much calmer.....to the extent that my subconscious energy that results in negativity (usually turned on myself) has been turned around into self preservation mode. I now totally REFUSE to let any 'helpful' comments from family or work situations effect/stress me. This is likely to be my last attempt at this journey too. I worked out last wk that my unexplained infertility has claimed 10 years of my life. A (self protective) bubble that i've lived/hidden in for soooo long....and I'm starting to resent the time, friends, career path I've lost. I have just over a wk till my EC and am dreading the 2ww. So much positivity being sent your way. I'll be thinking of you x

[Hidden in reply to StillTTC]

Hello stillttc. Hope your ok. It's such a awful feeling knowing this could be it. But feeling a bit better now. Have been at my allotment. Have taken our puppy to the beach for a walk. Hope your Ec goes well. Lots of positive thoughts your way to. Will be thinking of you. Xxx

[Kernishp]

Sending you lots of love. I've read a lot of your posts on here and I'm always blown away by your incredible strength and insight into this crappy journey.

[Hidden in reply to Kernishp]

Thank you kernship. Such lovely words. I'm am feeling a little better today. Xx

[Dee22]

Hi piglet12, wishing you the best of luck with this. I know it's hard to stay calm & relax and it must be so much harder this time. But do try to listen to something calming, do some nice things. I wish we could all find the magic answer. Best of luck. Thinking of you & fingers crossed xx

[Hidden in reply to Dee22]

Thank you dee. I wish there was Anwers to. But there is not. But we plod on. Xx

[Dee22 in reply to Hidden]

Thinking of you and hoping for a positive outcome x

[Hidden]

Hey Piglet

I am with you. At 40 this is our last try, feeling scared, anxious, positive some days, negative others. Hopeful, frustrated and all sorts. The drugs are stronger than before and I am also having mood swings happy to wanting to cry for no reason, a little forgetful

But not sure if that is old age😁

Try to take 1 day at a time, everyday is a step closer to the goal line, do what makes you happy try to remain relaxed, try not to overthink things.

Sorry if that doesn't help at all but for me that's how I am doing it. Little steps lead to a big step 😁

Good luck here if you need xxx

[Hope23]

Really hope this is the time for you both. One step at a time. Go easy on yourself with emotions running high. Look after eachother. Lots of good luck wishes to you xx

[ceyc]

Take it easy piglet. I know how.it feels. Not easy to take it easy though. We have loads of "what ifs" and sometimes work even suffer. But this is what life has given us....this is not our choice and we have to live with it one day at a time. I wish u success on this try. Xxx

[Newmrsb]

I have everything crossed for you honey - you are so brave xxx