Looking like another loss

[hifer]

Shouldn’t be a surprise I guess and yet it’s always devastating. hCG levels are rising but are low and not really rising that much (even though still within range which is so weird). Scan last night showed a poss sac but too early to tell. I know in my heart of hearts that this pregnancy isn’t viable but it’s still so sad. Why did I get pregnant in the first place which just raises hope!

Another scan on Monday to confirm.

x

[Millbanks]

💔💔💔

Sending love xx

[XOXO13]

I’m heartbroken to read this update 😢💔. I’m so sorry. It’s totally unfair and devastating 💔💔. Sending you love xx

[FluffyPink]

I’m so sorry to hear you are going though this after all the other losses you’ve endured 😢 Rest up for the weekend and distract yourself if you can until Monday. Sending you love & hugs. xxx

[CyclingAddict]

I'm really sorry to hear this. Keeping everything crossed for you that this one sticks in. 🙏

Sending you love ❤️ x

[Doodlebug23]

I’m going to be the annoying one piling on positivity! This WILL be viable and your miracle. Come on little embie hang in there and fight 💪🏻

[hifer in reply to Doodlebug23]

I love it!! Thank you ❤️x

[Twiglet2]

aww lovely what are your HCGs? I hope Monday brings better news for you or at the very least some closure. I am thinking of you I know this limbo is so hard 💜 xx

[hifer in reply to Twiglet2]

It was 750 on Thurs which is within range it’s more that I’ve had 4 blood tests done in the last week and the rise between Monday and Thursday was low. Thank you x

[Twiglet2 in reply to hifer]

I’m sorry lovely are they doing more bloods? Xx

[hifer in reply to Twiglet2]

Scan tomorrow so guess we’ll know more then x

[XOXO13 in reply to hifer]

Been thinking of you today. Really hope the scan went well xx

[hifer in reply to XOXO13]

Thank you. It didn't go well. I was measuring 5 weeks. They couldn't see much because of the angle of my uterus (retroverted). They think they can see a sac but nothing more. Had more bloods done today but not looking that good 😒

[XOXO13 in reply to hifer]

I’m so sorry today hasn’t given you definite answers. How many weeks do you think you are? Because at 5 weeks, seeing just the sac is a positive and anything more at this point would be unlikely I believe? Really hoping you get some more definitive answers in the next couple of days. I know this limbo period is so, so tough and I’m right there with you xx

[hifer in reply to XOXO13]

Thank you. I believe I should be 7 weeks which is why the concern. I'm meant to be flying to Portugal tomorrow morning and now there is a concern about ectopic so they may advise me not to fly. I'm just devastated x

[XOXO13 in reply to hifer]

Ow, I’m really sorry to hear that. I completely feel that devastation too, it’s so unfair and heartbreaking. I hope you’re able to go on holiday, maybe that time away will be good for you and provide some distraction (although I know something like this is never far from your mind!). Everything crossed for the best outcome for you xx