ive had enough of this blooming condition now :(. Im trying to be postitive but im not sure thats winning now. In 2 days i see a consultant that specialises in endo. I hope im not fobbed of again as this pain is getting too much now. I have a brilliant partner who is very understanding but i get feelings of guilt because we cant have much intamacy. although he says he dont care. 2 yrs of back pain is just annoying me now. And to have the endo come back is sad. i just want to be normal again and be able to take the kids out without feeling like a 90 yr old.
I do try to read as many posts as i can as evryone has a different perspective and if i can get as much info as possible then maybe i can understand this thing.
i think im on a down today. so sorry to anyone reading this.