Hi I'm new to this site, I'm booked in for 4th laparoscopy on 14th feb (also my bday!) but I'm terrifief they don't find anything. I've had endometriosis for 12 years and had it lasered away 10 yrs ago. I'm having all the usual symptoms and recently been admitted with a kidney inf which they now think is my endometriosis back. Does anyone else doubt themselves?