So after being diagnosed and treated in November last year i had a small gap before starting my hormone treatment and i would definitely say that these were the best few weeks for a long time in my life, pain free i could eat what i want, it was like i was a new person!!
I started my hormone treatment at the beginning of the year and thought no matter how bad it is, it is helping to cure me or make my life better. This meant i accepted the hot flushes, the severe anemia, the dizziness, the being sick, the not being able to keep food in, the greasy hair, the spotty face.
But then endo has again taken one back up on me!! The usual symptoms had started to creep back but i stayed positive and thought no its fine, you can't have no symptoms that's silly. The pain crept back manageable at first, but then it was hot water bottles, or heat pads. Then it was paracetamol, then codeine, then co-dydramol and there i was battling again. Not only this but the bleeding has returned. Not to be too graphic but i assume caused by the previous growths on my colon and pouch of Douglas, just to name two of the many.
So sadly from now i have to wait and see, keep battling and wait until june when they go back in with just a telescope and tell me most probably it has all grown back and the Zoladex didn't work. I knew it was bad and that operations would probably be every 2 years but damn you endo i will win!!