Hi there,
I went to the GP for extreme emotions and pain around my periods, and severe cramps/bleeding induced when exercising. I was put on an 6 year waiting list (Northern Ireland) so had to pay for private healthcare to see a gynaecologist.
I was given the first monthly dose of decapeptyl on 11th Jan and a daily Tibolone HRT tablet to put me into chemical menopause. The thinking behind this was that it would remove the input from my ovaries and give a diagnosis of severe PMS or PMDD if I felt better as a result.
I started to feel weird about a week in, when I also got my period. A few days later I was in excruciating period pain (which happens anyway but normally from the start, not the middle of the period) and 2 days after that the emotions hit hard. I was experiencing suicidal ideation, anxiety and distress and had to have an urgent psychiatric assessment. I’ve been off work and feeling very up and down, I can’t seem to sleep enough either. I think maybe it is beginning to wear off now, but today I am meant to get the next dose and I don’t think I want to. The whole thing is only meant to be a 3 months trial to see how it makes me feel, so at best I would maybe have 6-8 ‘good’ weeks if it works this time. I am scared I will just have an awful time and not be able to do anything for the next 2 months as I’m not back to work yet.
I wonder if having the injection/tablets start so late into my cycle made me go nuts but the gynaecologist just keeps saying it should only have made me feel better and that it might be better the next time, but can’t give me a trajectory of what is “normal”. I feel a bit confused, there’s no way I’m the first of his patients to have the side effects surely! And he says the only real way to check for endo is laparoscopy, but he did an internal scan which all looked normal.
I don’t think I will take the next dose - does anyone have any advice they could give?
Thank you