Bank Holiday Weekend

[Aardvarks]

Its Tuesday, so back to work… The problem is that I have woken up completely depressed and don’t want to move.

I’m putting it down to too much ‘baby’ stuff.

This weekend I spent a lot of time with friends. PREGNANT friends. Talking about morning sickness (how can they moan?) and looking at their freshly decorated nursery’s.

I also had my loft boarded last week so my parents dropped off all the baby things they were saving ‘just in case’ at the weekend.

Its hard to have babies on your mind when you don’t know whether you can have them.

Anyway, I don’t think it will get any easier with the first arriving in 6 weeks and the upcoming baby shower.

Dog pic for tax.

[KlP28]

bless you! I feel you hun. I was also at my best friends baby shower on Sunday, everyone viewing the newly decorated nursery, feeling mommy to be tummy, unwrapping all the cute baby stuff. Will that ever be us? Who knows, easier said than done I know but the more we stress over it the less chance we have. What will be, will be. Take care of yourself xx

[Pennyheart1]

just wanted to say that really sucks! I’m sorry that you have to go through it, it is really hard and you can’t turn your emotions and dreams off with a switch. So wish I could at times!

I don’t fully understand what you are going through but I did have a miscarriage before Christmas year before last and then went to my brothers for Christmas Day with his new baby. It was epically hard, possibly more so as I didn’t tell them.

My suggestion would be to talk to a friend or two about how hard it is if you can, it’s good to have some support through it all. If not keep coming here - it helps lots to let your emotions out and talk about things. I believe there are lots of ladies going through your struggle.

I hope that you find some comfort in the blessings you have in the mean time and I hope you get the little one that you hope for x