Hi Everyone, can't thank you all enough for your support and advice. I felt I'd made my decision to keep going with medication to help stop the endo progressing and I have written to a couple of BGSE accredited specialists, some private, some not and hopefully get a clearer picture. Finally feeling hopeful and like I have a real control over the condition.
Unfortunately, over the weekend for whatever reasons, my boyfriend decided that it was all a bit too much for him and has left me. So now I'm hurting a lot, but know that really it allowed me to dodge a bullet because it's obviously something he's not up to for whatever reasons. I now have to move house in the middle of being really poorly.
How can you love someone and leave them when they need you the most?
Sorry that it's not massively endo related just feeling super lost, scared and alone right now and wanted to rant a little.