Feeling down and fed up right now!

[Emmarussell]

Hi all just a general rant because I feel like I put on enough people with my illness already. I have adenomyosis and on my period. I have been in so much pain the last few days it's been unbearable! I feel like everyone is judging me for being ill all the time and I feel a burden on everyone I love including my job! Having this disease is shit! It really is it makes you feel like an alien who is living on a different planet. I literally dont feel or recognise myself when I'm like this, so sorry to rant but feel like no one understands me more than people on this group. I am getting ready to go to work, how I am doing it I dont know because iv been up all night in pain and giving birth to the biggest blood clots of all! One moto of mine since having this disease is... get up show up but never give up! That's what my intentions are but sometimes there is just a limit to what someone can take! So sorry I just needed to get that out! Have a great day all, we are warriors more than other people realise xxx

[Lou93]

Let it all out ☺️ like your motto too, I have adeno and endo so I get where your coming from it’s a struggle and I feel like you’ve said sometimes people just think I’m ill all the time I don’t even say anything anymore to them, I have a good family that I can speak to and friend’s but find this forum great to discuss things on as women are going through it.

Hope you have a good day and keep up on pain relief xx

[RunningMum11]

Hey Emma, absolutely let it all. That’s what we are here for - to support each other. Are you having any kind of treatment for your endo? X😊

[Titch1908]

I have adeno and endo. It’s awful isn’t it. I’ve had to phone in sick to work today and get the childminder to look after my kids because I’ve been up all night in agony and being sick this morning. I saw my consultant yesterday and I signed the consent forms for surgery he’s going to try and get me in urgently. Really hoping he does because I can’t cope with this pain much longer. I’ve been bleeding over 2 weeks this time and the pain is just getting worse and worse.