Hi all.. A bit of a mish mash post, so apologies in advance!
I rang the hospital last Monday after lots of back and forth to the GP. I'm on Prostap injections whilst waiting for my operation. The hospital told me last week that my op would this month, but when I rang today to get an update, they told me it would be Feb. Firstly, I do understand that there are others on the waiting list but, I was told it would be over the next week or so. Just hit an all time low, after having such a bad weekend of pain and my walking is becoming awful too. I can't walk too well, it's like I'm sort of limping and can't stand straight as the pain internally when I stand straight is indescribable. This is having such an effect on my day to day life and I feel like I've completely lost myself. I've never been so negative and used to being the life of the party and ensuring everyone is happy and okay. I've turned into such a recluse now, which isn't helping how I feel.
Sorry for the ramble on, just helps letting stuff out. Big hugs to all you warriors x