When will endo end?

[Chillier]

I know it's a stupid question but I feel so deflated. I cannot keep going on and on. Waiting for the next appointment, people asking when will I be better. I just need answers. Am I going to be in dibilibating pain all my life?

Endo is getting me down, we have been trying for a baby and now we are referred to fertility clinic but the gynaecologist isn't expecting much.

I want my life back, I miss the old me. I can honestly say the last day I was happy was my wedding day.

Now feeling suicidal again and this time it's different. There isn't much to cling onto. I can only see one way out.

Has anyone else felt this way?

[Sofia672]

Hi,

I'm so sorry you're feeling really down with it at the moment. It's really hard for people who don't have endometriosis to fully understand and appreciate how much it can affect us emotionally. I've been off for 4 weeks now, my 1st lap was on the 11th Oct and I frequently question when I will feel more myself!

It's good that you have been referred to the fertility clinic and that you're starting to get the ball rolling. You have to try and fingers crossed it will help!

Stay strong. I hope you feel a bit better soon.

Sending lots of love xx

[Lovepenguins]

I'm. So sorry you are going through this it's the most relentless feeling of pain appointment false hope etc... I've had Endometriosis 20 years and have tried everything. Some days are OK and others I have to get through hour by hour and it is hard. Please don't give up hope and ask for help with how low you feel as the pain really does affect us emotionally and mentally and that's one of the hardest battles. It isn't shameful to ask for help. Stay strong xxx