Can't cope anymore... 4mpo Hysterectomy and excision

[Semma]

I'm Sat sobbing in GP waiting room. TLH kept ovaries with extensive Endo removed from bladder, bowel and c-section scar.

I've been back at work on a phased return but have had to call in sick every week do I'm under 40% attendance. My bladder is slowly recovering but The pain around my bowel is excruciating. I'm still on 1500mg Gabapentin a day (reduced from 1800mg). The main problem is fatigue insomnia and mood . I'm angry and sad all the time. Shouting at hubby and the kids. I'm completely exhausted so have no energy for work or to spend time with the kids. Hubby takes the brunt of my mood swings and I can see how much it's hurting him. My skin is a mess (prior to the worst of the Endo I was on contraceptives for acne treatment).

I can't carry on like this. Can anyone offer any help? Please? Would anti-depressants help? I've read about amitriptyline, does it work?

[Lynne_support Partner Endometriosis UK]

Hello Semma

If you feel you could use someone to speak to you could try ringing our Helpline. It is staffed by volunteers who all have experience of endometriosis. They can provide support and information, or just be a friendly listening ear. You can find out more on our website endometriosis-uk.org/helpline, including opeining times over the next week.

Best wishes

Lynne - Endometriosis UK

[introuble]

Hugs and we are here for you!!

You not alone dear xxx

[Charlihj]

Hi. I am on antidepressants for my mood swings. May be worth asking the question. I still am up and down but not as bad as I was.

I hope you feel better soon