Sorry in advance for this rant.
I’ve been feeling up and down recently, some days I’m good and others I just want to crawl into a hole and cry.
It’s been a month since my lap and I’ve started getting the heavy dull ache and sharp pains in my ovaries. It’s not ovulation and I’m due my period soon. I’m constantly tired and my back is killing me. I’m dreading my period as my last one was horrendous like it was pre lap.
I can’t tell anyone this as they won’t believe me or just call me a drama queen. My follow up isn’t till the 19th October so it’s a while away and I can’t start treatment until then since my gp doesn’t know what my gynae wants me to try etc.
Can cysts or endo grow back after a month? Or could I still be healing? My bellybutton stitches still hurt but I had to go back to golf quite early due to my dad wanting me to pretty much straight away
I’m starting university in 2 weeks which is causing me stress since my parents are pretty I have against it. I’m excited for uni itself but I can never seem to please my parents if it’s not golf related. They keep pretty much telling me how my life is gonna be and what I’ll be doing in 2 years time etc which doesn’t include uni in their plans. Sorry I’ve gone off topic.
I guess so much has built up recently and I can’t tell anyone. I can’t trust my boyf as he pretty much gets my hopes up of visiting and just lies to me.