So far the past 10 days iv been having severe pain on my left side kidney area and lower back which now the pain is all over my left side front/side and back and hip and leg I'm taking pain killers every 4 hour but they don't work; I'm trying my hardest to hang it out till I go in for surgery on the 22nd but since yesterday I'm feeling worse pain everywhere and my chest and now iv got a horrible cough and I'm still weeing blood (worse some days more than others)and feel really weak
My partner has been amazing but iv not told him how bad I am feeling as I really don't want to worry him as we have had so much go on over the last 6 weeks
So here I am ranting on here just so it's off my chest
I feel so useless 😓