Lately I feel like everyday I'm putting on a stone. I've never been skinny..I'm currently around 12 stone, but have always struggled with my weight. Once I put it on, I can't shed it. The only way I lose it is through being seriously ill or starving myself. I'm quite lucky in the fact that my partner is so understanding, I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror, whereas he says he loves a 'squishy bit to cuddle' - his words not mine. I've always hated how I look - I used to do lots of cardio but found it was making my endo pain worse so I had to stop. I just can't even stand to look at myself getting dressed, or when in the bath I close my eyes because I just can't look. My thighs wobble when I walk, I'm so bloated I look about six months pregnant. It's really knocking my self confidence down and I absolutely hate the way I look. Any one else go through times like this?