So I've got a cystoscopy on Thursday, and I have unbearable anxiety about it. So bad that I've started to itch - especially my scalp, with anxiety. I cry whenever I think about it. I just cannot imagine having the procedure done. I haven't googled anything about it which is unusual for me but I cannot bear the thought of it.
I know I sound ridiculous and I've been told to just "man up" but I'm hoping someone will understand how I feel. Does anyone have any advice on this? Is there any chance they'd put me under GA instead of local. I just don't think I'll be able to do this 😞 it's taken over my life and my body since I found out I needed it
Thank you x