After days of stressing and bad sleep with 20 minutes to go to the appointment I couldnt face going through with it and called to cancel the nurses appointment. The doctors surgery called me back 20 minutes later and now I have to go see their senior gynae GP this afternoon who unfortunately is unfamiliar with my case (and I think is male). Feel like school girl summoned to head teachers office.
Only agreed to do the Zoladex trial as I was considering the oopherectomy idea but having rejected that it seems pointless. Just not on board with this fixed menopause business at all. At most I would have done one more.
Also trying to get my coil removed as there is no way I am getting post op pain this late on so the post lap new pelvic pain is now almost certainly that. I was told I'd have to wait a month! What am I even doing having 2 different treatments at the same time to simulate pregnancy and simulate menopause. It's insane.
All of these treatments suck and have made me worse that before I ever started.
I have totally had enough of it all! Now I have to go in and explain it all to someone completely new, who will probably just want me to do what the surgeon says.
Sorry rant over.