I want to start out by saying my boyfriend is so supportive of me right now, and I'm sure any other 19 year old would've up and left someone with as many problems as me.
But I've just felt so guilty lately despite people telling me I shouldn't. He slipped up yesterday and told me I was pretty boring in bed, which of course upset me because the past year has been absolute hell and intercourse hurts. He knows all of this and helps me out a lot but I can't help feel like I'm letting him down.
He often sees me scrolling through this forum sometimes and I was reading about a lady having a hysterectomy, which I mentioned wouldn't be off the cards for me if it got to that point. I've never really been fond of the idea of having children, but this diagnosis is really making me think about it more these days (I'm only 20) but the idea of this really bothered him and I was wondering how best to deal with these sort of conversations.