...but I'm not sure who I can talk to. I've posted briefly about this before but I really don't know what to do any more.
I keep having times where I am loved up and can imagine marrying my boyfriend, and then days (like at present) where I don't want to be around him It's just awful. It's a few years younger than me, and without meaning to sound harsh - he's very emotionally young too. When in this current mood all I can think about is things that really annoy me. I have a daughter and sometimes I feel like I have two children. He doesn't live with us and I don't want him to. He is here around half of a week visiting but I get annoyed at his lack of input at mine (he still lives with his folks!)
But then when I'm feeling loved up about him, I think I'm lucky to have him as he really is very sweet. Afterall, who would want an old single Mum (who is now currently going through the menopause - Prostap).
I've been logging my 'down' times and was hoping it was a monthly thing (I don't get a period as on the pill), just checked and the last time it started around 6th July so that's around 6 weeks ago so don't think it's that.
I need to talk to someone. Is this normal? Is there something wrong with me? Is it the endo doing this to me? Is it the relationship (many times I have thought we're not right for each other). It's really, really getting me down now and I don't know what to do Please help.