Hi I totally understand with regards to having enough, I had a hysterectomy last February 2016, as I had tried all other procedures and treatments but nothing helped. I used to bleed 24/7, 365 days a year, even when they put me into a "fake menopause " I still continually bled.
Mentally and emotionally I was broken. .. however 22 is very young, I'm 40. I had to fight to have mine, as I was still child bearing age they didn't want me to have it done, also because I don't have any children either.
It wasn't an easy decision to make, believe me, as all I had ever wanted was children!, but I had gotten so low, lost all but one friend as no one understood why I kept cancelling on them or wouldn't go out, had no confidence, was depressed and had contemplated suicide, I felt that this was my only option.
Thankfully, it was the BEST decision I could have ever made. I have no more pain or bleeding, and no pain when making love, as before (if we ever did make love) it was agony! I feel as though I am now "Kelly " once again! I had lost who I was as I was so obsessed with just trying to get through each day life was passing me by!...
It's a massive decision and one only you can make, but if you feel as bad as you do then it may be worth seriously considering. Maybe you can freeze some eggs, that way if you go ahead with the hysterectomy you could still have children!?.. talk to your consultant, get as much information as possible. It's a massive operation with no guarantee that things will be perfect after, but they will certainly be better!
If you ever do go through a hysterectomy and wanted to talk to someone who understands please feel free to PM me, I'd be happy to go through what to expect .
Sending much love your way.