I`m really sorry to do this but feel like I need a bit of a vent to be honest. Endometriosis is driving me absolutely crazy at the moment. I'm bleeding irregularly despite taking the pill continuously. Most of the time its heavy but it can be lighter sometimes along with pain in my ovaries.and bloating fatigue and general crappiness. Along with bleeding and discomfort during and after intercourse. I'm due to see a gynea next week to figure out what I do next in terms of treatment and keeping this under control. i live by myself and hold down a full time job and endo can make this challenging. so much so that ive been locking myself in the toilets at work balling my eyes out over the last few days as I'm struggling to hold it together. i feel like I'm a burden on my boyfriend when i talk about it as i know he worries about me and doesn't like to see me upset. i struggle to keep up with other people my age so feel like a failure. i worry that if I'm over doing it i know i`ll end up paying for it in a day or 2. Just feels relentless and theres no escaping it. Again I'm so sorry to do this feel like i`ll burst if i don't.
Hope you`re all as ok as can be xx