Really bad day

Hi ladies, sorry in advance of this post goes on a bit. I'm having such a bad day with pain I have took tramadol and co codamol and I'm in agony I can't get comfy at all and its leaving me so irritable and snappy at my boyfriend I feel awful but I just can't help it. This sound silly but I'm so irritable I'm getting annoyed if my onsie moves position because I get uncomfy again. I hate feeling like this, my sickeness today is really bad Iv tried eating but feel sick straight after so I just think what's the point in eating. My gyne receptionist said my lap would be the begging of November but I haven't heard anything. I don't no how much longer I can wait I just seem to be getting worse. I just want to feel normal I treated myself to clothes the other week and I can't wear them because I just want to be comfy in my pjs on bed. I want my life back :( also fed up with the weight gain even though I don't eat much because of feeling sick all the time, my clothes hardly fit me anymore! My doctor wanted me to come off my depression tablets to try and narrow down what's causing the weight gain to try and help. So my depression is bad at the minute which I guess is why I feel like this, I had a blood test this week for my thyroid and see the doctor in 2 weeks. The thing is my clothes still fit around my legs, arms, bum, boos it's just my tummy my clothes are tight so I don't no if it's just swollen. This disease takes over so much it feels like it's took who I was as a person away. Sorry about the rant ladies I'm just glad I can rights down how I feel here without being judged and you ladies can understand. I hope everyone else is doing as well as they can xc

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  • Sometimes you need to rant to those who actually understand.

    Hope you start to feel better soon (even if not physically) xx

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