Hi,whoever is reading this...i am a 43 year old mother of 2 beautiful sons...6 years ago i had a c-section due to having Placenta Previa .....since then i have endured pain that is unbearable.It started 6 weeks after my section and has progressively and systematically chipped away at my life.So far my treatment is bog standard...lapo,exploratory surgery....i fought long and hard to get a Cat scan,then fought harder to get an M.R.I which showed a 5cm endo mass in my rectal sheath muscle.....i AM grateful to our wonderful N.H.S for getting me this far BUT i was told surgery is too risky because of the mesh used,i have taken every pain medication that was given...none worked,or if they did i was reduced to a dribbling,stoned mess.
For 17 days of every month it genuinely feels like there is slowly rotating blade in my abdomen with a shard of glass thrown in for good measure.I cant risk a hysterectomy because of my scar tissue history,there is also a history of breast cancer in my family so hormone treatment is a scary option.....Im a strong woman and i know that some unfortunate people have it far worse...but this is ruining my enjoyment of life,my sons know not to approach me when im sore.
PLEASE tell me there's some solution to this .