Firstly thank you to all of you who replied. I was very depressed at 4am and you made me feel like I was no longer alone.
All the pain is set in now, and was only given paracetamol untill I cried at the nurse to give me morphine. Even the Gynae nurses don't understand the pain it causes.
Stitches are tender and my vajayjay is very very tender. I originally went in for a nodule removal however when I saw the consultant this morning (as I didn't see them last night and spent the night thinking I was fixed as much as I could be) they haven't removed the lump. It's not an endometriosis nodule, they couldn't find it. They did remove other endo and adhesions. The lump is the reason I went and now I'm being made to feel Im a bit crazy. I was strong with my consultant when i said there was something there And that 3 doctors have found The lump and felt it previously. She told me it was my bowel being full. I told her that i had an enema and I could still feel it.
I'm back at the drawing board with my lump. I can't wee, I can't poo, no sex and extreme pain. Nothing has got better and I am depressed, I haven't stopped crying. They've sent me home with paracetamol (ive complained and am going to my GP this afternoon to get something stronger) and here I am, no further forward. I need some help being strong, I'm such a positive person and I'm struggling