Ladies I need your help.. This might be a bit of a long one but please if you can help do because I am loosing my mind..
I know endo can get you down but it's got past that now.. I feel like I am loosing my mind and I know that sounds dramatic but I honestly don't know who I am anymore! Never suffered with panic attacks or anything and now it's really affecting me .. having panic attacks and feeling like I have no body to talk too.. my partner recently told me having this condition is 'boring' I know I talk about it alot and have my down days but it's hard when it's constantly there reminding me.. I do my best but now I feel like I have to watch every word I say incase I talk about my endo.. she's always so understanding aswel and I felt like the only one that understood and stood by me because obveously with this condition you do feel like a berden on everyone around you sometimes but never did with her.. now I feel like iv literally got no body.. constantly shaking and iv never been a cryer unless the pain was bad now I'm crying all the time for no reason and just don't want to be here with this thing anymore! I know it's boring having this but it's so hard not to let it get you down.. I'm 23 and prescribed morphine.. had this thing for years now and I don't know how much more I can take.. sorry if this bores anyone and if you feel I'm looking for sympathy I'm not.. I just wana know I'm not alone on this.. I feel like even the doctors roll they're eyes at me.. sorry guys..