It sounds crazy I know. I'm terrified of hospitals and operations as it is. But now on the information I have recieved it's says that nobody can be there with me, before or after the op. I can't do it! In march when I had my last op my partner was with me constantly, only time he left was to go home at night but he was back at 8 in the morning. But now I can't have anybody.
I'm so scared and don't know what to do, I really feel like I can't go though with it.
I know I must sound so crazy and so soft.