I'm feeling incredibly low at the moment. I'm awaiting my first gynaecologist appointment but it's already been agreed I will have a lap after I blacked out due to pain a few weeks ago and admitted to hospital.
The thing I am finding hardest at the moment is the lack of control I have over my life. The pain and fatigue makes me so angry sometimes and it's so unlike me. I really don't know how my other half puts up with, I'm so horrible sometimes and then it only
makes me hate myself and my body even more! I'm usually really strong, I've been a carer for my mum due to brain tumours and rheumy arthritis but at the moment I struggle to get out of bed. How do you deal with the low days?
The other thing that is bothering me most is the pain caused by sex. I literally cannot walk even after being gentle. I don't want to get out off it as I was assaulted 2 years ago and it took a year to be comfortable again. Anybody have tips to coping?
Sorry this is so long. It's just days like today you need help. I'm on my way to my aunty's funeral and I have a deep dull ache from all the stress and I just want to be there for my family
Really appreciate it if you take the time to read/reply