Had operation in September to look inside and he said he found I have the retrograde menstruation and everything was stuck together. He put the coil in. When we saw him in the follow up clinic he was lovely. He said it was worst he'd seen in a long time. And thAt if he had that he wouldn't be able to work. Seen him few times since then. And this last time we saw him he was just going on and on at me saying that I should be going to work and that he would only give me the prostap injections if I go back to work ( like trying to bribe me) even though the injection did make me feel rough though.
I also have a catheter in cos I can't wee now since October. And had a cystospy but couldn't find anything. So gyneo dr says there is no reason why I can't wee (does he just think I have this Catheter for nothing I hate the thing) got infections all time.
So went to doc Monday night as I have temperature again hot and cold. Swollen glands. She got a urine sample and said it would be back today for when I saw her. So anyway I goes back today with mum to discuss what the gyneo dr had said about Work and even she said I can't work like this. Then can't remember how it started but we wondered if I cud go back for my hour and half a week shadowing my classes (swimming teacher and lifeguard) just so I get used to been back in the pool a bit. She said I wud still be off sick. But on sick not it say maybe be fit for work taking into account the following... Phased return to work. Then the sample she said sorry I didn't put ur name on it so it never got sent off. So I've done another sample but that won't come back till next week now. And tonight I've gone mad cos I can't go to work like this not well enough at all. When I've really thought. Mum says that's it I can't chanhe it now, it's my fault. And like tonight again I feel red hot then freezing swollen glands just general unwell.
Mum says ring her in morning to see if u can tlk to her or go back down and see her as she is on open surgery tomorrow morning. But how can I go again, it wud be the third time this week. And only just seen her today. Can anyone give me some advice please what shud I do? Sorry for long message.
P.s- also dr said today, wwhich is also something hospital doctor had put in his letter. About maybe I shud see psychologist to help me cope with the pain. I saI'd no way never. Cos isn't that where they think it's all in your head even when they have found something thou?
Thank you x